My last show with Life at Zero[views:7559][posts:34]____________________________________ [Jul 23,2006 2:27pm - mikeatzero ""] This Friday at Marks showplace with Suffocation and Goatwhore will be my last show with LaZ. Unless a miracle happens, i am done. I have developed some indifferences with a member of the band, and unfortunatly, I now have so much animosity that i must walk out and do what i need to for me. To all the people that showed me support and welcomed me into this genre, thank you. I have made some great friends on this trip, and my eyes have been opened to this world. I truelly regret having to walk away from the other 3 members, but when challenged, I must stick to my guns and prove a point. So, come see us this friday, and i will give you all I have left for this performance.....Mikeatzero |
| _________________________________________ [Jul 23,2006 2:29pm - CaptainCleanoff ""] You'll be back, they always come back. Joking, that sucks balls dude. Good luck. Any plans? |
| ____________________________________ [Jul 23,2006 2:32pm - mikeatzero ""] Yeah, just concentrate on my life, and my needs. It sucks, I hate to do this to Andy , Nick and Jeff, but some should learn to shut their fucking mouths and not challenge a threat. |
| ___________________________________ [Jul 23,2006 2:40pm - DEATH2ALL ""] What do you play? |
| ______________________________________ [Jul 23,2006 2:43pm - the_reverend ""] the voice. when I read the title of this, I thought "he must be joining the army" guess I was wrong. |
| ____________________________________ [Jul 23,2006 2:48pm - mikeatzero ""] Yep, it's funny how a woman can fuck up 24 years of friendship, and a band |
| _________________________________________ [Jul 23,2006 2:50pm - CaptainCleanoff ""] Mike@0 said:Yep, it's funny how a cunt can fuck up 24 years of friendship, and a band It is amazing what a smelly rot hole can do to friendship. Damn we are suckers. |
| ______________________________________ [Jul 23,2006 2:50pm - the_reverend ""] um.. I can not and will not comment on this current situations, but girls are the cause of most of the world's issues. just look what happend with troy? that certainly turned out will |
| _________________________________________ [Jul 23,2006 2:53pm - CaptainCleanoff ""] Did I mention it smells? and like the movie says, we put the pussy on a pedastel. Did I spell that right? I am hammered. |
| ____________________________________ [Jul 23,2006 3:00pm - mikeatzero ""] Alright, it was wrong of me to leave that comment, rev could you kindly remove that? |
| ______________________________________ [Jul 23,2006 3:29pm - the_reverend ""] I'm not at home and I'm not sure which comment you mean. if only you logged in before posting then none of this would have happened. |
| ________________________________________ [Jul 23,2006 3:35pm - DomesticTerror ""] bro's before ho's...unless she's wicked hot. |
| ____________________________________ [Jul 23,2006 4:10pm - mikeatzero ""] umm, the cunt comment |
| _________________________________ [Jul 23,2006 4:23pm - Mike@0 ""] Just talked to Andy, this is hard man, he's trying to convince me to stay. I have no clue what to do. The only thing i can tell you is i need time, I'm in the worst depression of my life, and half the time cant justify my own existance to my self. When the thing that makes me the happiest (being on stage) cant make me forget how much of a miserable fuck up i am, than something is truelly fucked in my wiring. So i need to step back and reflect on things before i make a decision that cant be reversed. |
| ______________________________________ [Jul 23,2006 4:23pm - the_reverend ""] there, I updated the thread and re-set your password. you still had that crap password from my messup Dec 12th. I actually sent you 2 emails at the vengeful email address. you can edit what you want now. |
| ______________________________________ [Jul 23,2006 4:24pm - the_reverend ""] after you log in that is. |
| _________________________________ [Jul 23,2006 4:24pm - Mike@0 ""] thanks |
| ______________________________________ [Jul 23,2006 4:26pm - the_reverend ""] that reminds me.. I need to get the emailing fixed so I can re-re-set all the passwords that are still 0.234234424 whatever and send them all out again. |
| _______________________________ [Jul 23,2006 6:31pm - Troll ""] Mike@0 said:Just talked to Andy, this is hard man, he's trying to convince me to stay. I have no clue what to do. The only thing i can tell you is i need time, I'm in the worst depression of my life, and half the time cant justify my own existance to my self. When the thing that makes me the happiest (being on stage) cant make me forget how much of a miserable fuck up i am, than something is truelly fucked in my wiring. So i need to step back and reflect on things before i make a decision that cant be reversed. Sounds like the way I felt about month ago. I got so desperate I actually looked into hospitalization. I thought that was a better alternative than the other solution I had in mind but, somehow something snapped and I'm feeling better. Now I'm so numb from my breakdown I don't really give a fuck about anyone or anything and especially friendship. I feel a certain sense of peace when I watch all I know crumble around me. This guzzle is for you Mike :duffbeer: |
| __________________________________________ [Jul 23,2006 6:57pm - dwellingsickness ""] didn't see this coming....wow that sucks, wish you could work shit out,LAZ won't be the same if you are not singing:NEWHORNS: |
| ______________________________________ [Jul 23,2006 7:09pm - the_reverend ""] what's dugauy doing? |
| __________________________________________ [Jul 23,2006 7:09pm - dwellingsickness ""] haha..what a dick,Rev |
| ______________________________________ [Jul 23,2006 7:48pm - the_reverend ""] *bows* |
| ___________________________________ [Jul 23,2006 10:10pm - powerkok ""] Dood.....wtf...Im guessing what happened, and whom, so I dunno, but.... DONT quit the band. The band will get you thru, more than deplete. Trust me...just work out your shit with whoever, and keep going. Itll be worth it. |
| __________________________________ [Jul 23,2006 10:14pm - mcmahon ""] yah, dont quit the band dude. |
| __________________________________________ [Jul 24,2006 2:19am - dwellingsickness ""] powerkok said:Dood.....wtf...Im guessing what happened, and whom, so I dunno, but.... DONT quit the band. The band will get you thru, more than deplete. Trust me...just work out your shit with whoever, and keep going. Itll be worth it. Yeah, What he said... Listen to the old wise KOK:NEWHORNS: |
| _________________________________________ [Jul 24,2006 8:29am - DreamingInExile ""] dwellingsickness said:Yeah, What he said... Listen to the old wise KOK:NEWHORNS: x2 |
| _____________________________________ [Jul 25,2006 12:00am - mikeatzero ""] Well after long consideration I have decided to stay with LaZ, but after friday, I'm taking a few week hiatus, I made a promise to a friend that we will play his pigroast, in which we do need a few other bands to play. but after that, I just need a little time to clear my head and work, and save a bit of money. I have had a great time in this band, and it would be stupid of me to leave when we have a great chemistry together. I have gotten a chance to share the stage with a few idols and a quite a few bands I respect with these guys. I just have some personal issues i need to work out, and can hopefully repair any damage my mouth has caused. I get pissed and react before I think things through. So, to all of you that have faith in me and have asked me to stay, I will, and it's your words that kept me here....thank you....mikeatzero |
| ___________________________________ [Jul 25,2006 12:23am - Tim_John ""] [img] |
| ___________________________________ [Jul 25,2006 12:27am - brian_dc ""] actually, I think a lot of people here do care. This is good fucking news. Also glad that people here helped you come to that decision. It's nice to see something besides shit slinging come from the forum from time to time. |
| _______________________________ [Jul 25,2006 12:29am - blue ""] yeah mike, im glad you decided to reconsider. you're a great match for LaZ. |
| ___________________________________ [Jul 25,2006 12:30am - Tim_John ""] j/k you beat me to it. I was being facetious. Don't know about any "shit slinging," but I am happy to hear shit worked out. MY space link? THX. Tim John out |
| __________________________________________ [Jul 25,2006 1:26am - dwellingsickness ""] http://www.myspace.com/lifeatzero ---TODD OUT:krusty: |
| __________________________________________ [Jul 25,2006 1:27am - dwellingsickness ""] I just went to the page so I could copy and paste the link...And got the "666" play of Gash Gnasher |
| __________________________________ [Jul 25,2006 8:10am - Tim_John ""] dwellingsickness said:http://www.myspace.com/lifeatzero ---TODD OUT:krusty: THX, man. I'll share myt opinion later. tj out |